People always leave.

In the middle of the desert ; Abu Dhabi, UAE 2009

Lab days are over, one more to go for finals. Then i'm free for the next month. Yay much.

So, I said i'll update more. Yes, I'm going to do so. Patience. I have been really busy. Dad came back after many months, was sooooo good seeing him. But then he was here for only 10 days. Too darn short. I was so busy with final exams approaching, that I didn't get much time to spend with him and with camp that took place last weekend. I wish I had more time. But oh well, he came back and I did get to spend what-little-time with him, thats all that matters.

He just left for UAE a while ago. I feel at the bottom of everything right now. Study stress, the eery silence of the house, the emptiness in me and just the exhaustion. Misery, pure misery.

Why do people have to leave? Especially the close ones to me. I wish I can keep them all in a treasure box and not share them. Yes, I hate sharing the people close to my heart with other. I am selfish when it comes to this. I want them all to myself. But unfortunately, I don't always get what I want in life. :( Also, I don't do goodbyes well. I was in my room when dad was leaving, on purpose. Till mom came calling me to go down, because the car was here to take him to the airport. I had to hold everything back, and smile while waving goodbye. I always tell my mom, when I leave to go overseas to further my studies, I don't want any family members coming to see me off. Sometimes its better that way, I guess. Though I have been doing goodbyes all my life, year in and year out, somehow i've never got the hang of it and I doubt I ever will.

Anyhoo, father's day is this sunday, and my dad will be in UAE. So here's the advance wish to my dad... (in case I don't have time to post this up)

Happy father's day, daddy. Thank you for everything that you've done and sacrificed for me just to give me happiness and comfort in life. I'm truly blessed to have a father like you and a wonderful family. May God always protect you and be with you, as you're so far away from home. You are always missed and I always look forward when you come home or when we visit you over there in UAE. I love you, daddy! <3

xoxo