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My blog is boring. Go get something else to read ;)

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I'm only human, and that is my saving grace!

Okay people, I'm blogging. Screw updating from where I left off because too many things happend in that short period of time, or was it long? I don't know, don't really care recalling how long it was.

I just felt the sudden urge to blog in between studying. Studying is killing all my brain cells, like how much stuff do I have to memorize? Brain overload, major brain overload! Every single thing about Anatomy and Physiology, one of my subjects, is important! But anyway, I am trying, as always. Short breaks like this really help.

Besides that... I don't know. I've been feeling really lost lately.
I usually enjoy shopping because its like the best therapy, retail therapy, so to speak. So, today I went shopping, but I realised I was just walking around.... Feeling lost. The numb feeling. I don't know why, perhaps its signs of stress? Yes, I'm pretty sure it is!

I guess thats it for now, my great attempt to update :) books calling!

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The beats get quickerr.

The weeks are getting better, though at times it sucks. But i'm waking up each day attempting to be more optimistic.
I've been slacking in my studies and it seriously is high time I buck up, even though it is only week two. It is always good starting early. Besides that, Pharmacy Faculty Annual Dinner is around the corner. I've bought my dress already. It's plain black, one shoulder, long and a lil' bit of sparkles mid waist. It is really stunning. Thanks girls for helping my pick it out! <3
I'm really looking forward to the dinner. Getting all dressy and stuff is always fun! :)
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"You’re home now, not alone now. These arms are here to hold you. Don’t need to be afraid. So come in cause I've been waiting for the moment, to open up this door and I know that it’s not much.. Welcome to my heart."

Backstreet Boys - Welcome to my heart

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Endless crappingg

Alright. Lets try to make this update long one. Since everyone has been complaining.
Sorry people, life is just a little too hectic over here.

First week of classes kind of sucked. Imagine going for classes and waiting................ Just to know that classes have been cancelled or the lecturer ain't coming? Busy? Nonsense. It's sucky, way sucky. I mean, what are schedules for? If it happens like once in a blue moon, than it is understandable. But three times this week. Not cool.
Besides that, my schedule is so packed! But oh well, i'll get used to it. Just like how I got used to it in the last semester.
Since I started classes, people noticed a great change in me. Yes, I agree. I get really serious and dull once my classes start. I don't know why. I get depressed often? Not exactly depressed, just sappy and emotional. Very sensitive. I hate being tired and classes make me really tired. Especially having to study everyday. I know I'm not the only one going through this, but everyone is different ay.
But whatever, I got a grip of myself. I love the people who have been there listenning to me cry n crap about the same thing over and over again this week. I appreciate their patience.

"You can't play on broken strings. You can't feel anything, that your heart don't want to feel. I can't tell you something that ain't real. Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse. How can I give anymore when I love you a little less than before?"

Broken Strings - James Morrison ft. Nelly Furtado

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p/s. Sorry if this post has too many complains, but here is the long update!

Optimisticc.

Back to classes. No more holidays. Am I sad? Obviously. =(
First year, semester two - is going to be a hectic one, but I will make it through. With God's strength. There will be ups and downs, but I guess its normal.
First day today, tough. Getting up early after a month of getting up at whatever time I wanted to.
Oh well, I'll get used to it. Everyone goes through this.
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Loveddd

'..And then I ran to her, took her in my arms. Held her head to my chest. And said "My child, come home again." Lifter her face, wiped the tears from her eyes. With forgiveness in my voice, said, "Child, do u know I still love you?"'

Random postt.

Many things have happened in the past, which have caused me not to be able to trust again. But the time will come where I have to trust, or should I say, learn to trust again? I mean, trust other people besides my few close friends.
Perhaps a guy? I don't know. For now, maybe I don't have to know. =)

"u gotta believe baby gurl :)" ♥

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